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Oh my god. How long have I been gone... It's August 7 now, so 5 to 6 months! I guess I got super busy and I... I have no excuses.

I have around 4,232 messages in my inbox and a million new great things happening on DeviantART which I have yet to see. And... wow. I am a little overwhelmed and considering creating a new account. Until then, I will see you soon enough. :)

UPDATE: I have made a new account, at humaniety 
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i'm back.

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hey guys.

i'm back after, i don't know, one-two weeks? i don't exactly know. i'm sorry for leaving without telling you guys properly. i have a week left of school, and two-three months of summer to hang around. apparently, i've been here for six months now. huh. time flies pretty fast. i really need to be more active. i have to write those two other poems (ohmygod, with everything i've been doing, i forgot), and the one which i was going to upload, i don't know where it is anymore. it got lost in my papers and... ugh. i don't remember much of it anymore.

i'm sorta outdated on what's been happening here on da. what should i do? i sort of abandoned my responsibilities at #literatureroadtrip, so i've got apologizing to do and...

i have loads of messages and lots of organizing to do, i'll see you then.
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2 min read
Hey, you guys. Hi! 

I'm sorry I haven't been very active lately. I've been caught up in a few things lately. Bucktooth  I've mostly been thinking, writing stuff I know about myself and bucket lists for my life. Bored  I don't know. I guess life's just getting curiouser and curiouser. Didn't do much yesterday. Won't do much today. Weekends are the worst. No, I disagree! I've been feeling depressed lately. I don't know why. I guess it's just my nerves and hormones, or because I really miss my friends (and it's only been a day). I'm looking forward to the Mondays. Shrug 

I have 100+ messages to go through at the moment, and they're all just sitting there, so I best be going. :eager: by darkmoon3636 Oh, I should add that my premium membership should also expire any moment now, and I've just been waiting. Grump 

I'll see you guys later, I guess. hmm 
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yeah. let's talk. i'm writing down all the dreams (or nightmares), from the most recent dreams to the ones i remember having since i was a five-year-old kid.

this morning:

1. a cat-dog-thing called itself "grunkle stan" and two tiger-bear-dog-things sat awkwardly beside it. the dream changed and i was sitting in front of a lady. for some odd reason, i knew her as my teacher, but she had never been my teacher before. she scared me at first.

2. her eyes and ears drooped like they were hanging off of her bones. she was bald. her face was square-ish. she had a map tattooed on her face. although, she scared me for awhile, she had a wonderful sense of humor, i liked her voice. she had a nice smile when she was laughing. i suddenly didn't feel all that afraid. 

the dream ended when i turned my head to the left and my friend was there with a scared face whispering and pointing at her with his thumb, "abducted." i woke up. it is a fact that the people you see in your dreams, you have seen them in real life, because your brain can't make up faces. i have never seen this lady before.

3. i was trapped in a dark foggy place, which sorta seemed like a maze, with my classmates. i was the only one worried we were locked in wherever we were while they were laughing and chatting. i had a world of warcraft handbook in my hands. i do not actually have this.

4. i was late for a movie.

last last night:

you know the "woooaaahhh, woooaaahhh, woah" part in the neighborhood's sweater weather song? well, that part creeps me out. this dream was like that (watch that part in the sweater weather music video). i was in a grey, black, and white forest, with a lake not too far off and a bunch of teenagers (or kids in their 20's or something) with me. i was covered in blood.

i remember something about a large turtle, the size of a hill. i don't remember why.

the following dreams are jumbled up, i do not remember which i dreamt of first or last, i will just separate them into different paragraphs. okay? good, as everything is understood, let's continue:

1. i fell off a fast-moving escalator and i felt like my head wasn't even attached to my body. my baby cousin was me in a pink-yellow dress, and her mom. my siblings too. my grandmother had just waved us goodbye.

2. i had to help my sister with something. we were in the car. a man came up and put a gun to my head, telling me that if i moved, he would shoot. my sister just froze in her spot. my sister is nine years old.

3. i was in some sort of haunted house. there were different rooms that were dedicated to different monsters, in which there were actual monsters. not that scary, but weird. i can only remember the werewolf man.

4. i was in an amusement park where people were lining up for an egyptian themed roller coaster ride. when we lined up and were in, me and my two sibling suddenly began running. the room was becoming narrower and dustier, we were setting off a lot of booby-traps. then, we stopped at a corner where three arabian men showed us an arrow etched into the wall, pointing towards a door. through the door was a room where treasures were stacked sky high, by now, my siblings were gone. i climbed the treasure (i'm now wondering why i didn't get any) to get to the hole in the ceiling, where there was a bright light emitting from it. i thanked the men and once i got through the hole, i was in my parent's bedroom, behind my mother's desk.

5. my friend owned a mansion with a cliff over it. it was autumn, i couldn't see the ground because it was covered with crunchy, orange leaves. i liked that very much. two of my other friends were playing in the garden, and one of them was sitting there on a bench. she was watching us, she smiled when i waved at her, but she didn't seem all that happy.

6. that same friend had a birthday party at an old falling-apart-at-the-seams house, where they gave out slices of cake and made us sing happy birthday with maracas on their front porch. my skirt kept falling down. nobody noticed.

7. two guys from my class were in their bedroom, just lying down, talking about human bacon, or weird cannibalism like that. i didn't really understand their conversation. they had better beds than i.

8. i was in a theater.

9. i was in an office.

years years ago:

1. there was a forest where my dining room was supposed to be. my dad was there, and some other guy. there were eyes that watched us as we walked through the forest. an easter egg turned into liquid and fell down some drain. the dream skipped to a priest saying something in a chapel.

2. my grandfather's face talked to me on a pizza box and a coffee mug.

3. i was locked in my own house.


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Fake Deviants

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There are some people who are getting too fake on dA. They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends and page views they can get. So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and re-post in your own journal. Let's see who the real people are. Re-post this if you aren't a fake.

Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Deviants."



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